Finding the Silver Lining

 

In prepping for the opening of our store we borrowed a trailer from our business partner.  Monday, I was taking the last light load from our home to the mall when I noticed a screeching sound a mile from my home.  I pulled over and realized the bolts holding the trailer away from the axel were missing.  Of course I was overwhelmed with anxiety.  What would our partner think?  Would he be upset.  An hour and a half later he met me with a trailer repair service and I was immediately grateful we have such a forgiving and amazing business partner.  Turns out this whole mishap was a tender mercy.  Two bolts that were not properly tightened at the factory fell out, but it happened on a slow street with a light trailer load.  Had it happened on the freeway or with a heavy load the results could have been disastrous.  So this unexpected event which lifted my anxiety to the boiling point was really proof that I was indeed blessed.  The trailer was jacked up, the bolts were replaced with no damage at all.  A tender mercy was discovered and gratitude was felt on my part for such a gracious business partner.

Tuesday, things went from stressful to mega stressful.  My son tested positive for Covid.  I was really counting on him full time to help get ready for our store opening.  Our only full time employee was now out of the picture.  Thursday two more kids tested positive.  How am I going to do everything that needs to be done and get it done on time?  How am I going to help my daughter who got Covid the day before her school play premiered.   She lives for theater and now she is sidelined and may miss the whole run.  

Find gratitude.  How can that be possible?  My husband is in India with his work so it's just me to take care of sick adult and teenage kids, and set up a new store.  Here is what I came up with.  I'm grateful that I got Covid last month.  I've been able to slowly regain my health and I know what to do to take care of my family and limit my exposure to getting it a second time.  I'm grateful they are sick this week.  Had they been sick next week then they would not be able to participate in our store opening.  I'm grateful that I've been trying so hard to do so well in school.  It made the choice to focus on family, and business and have school take a backseat for this week easier.  It's been hard not having the time to work on what I want to, but I have worked on what I've needed too.  

I've been able to update inventory prior to store opening.

Prep our tent for Aurora Season at Evermore

I've been blessed to have a contractor working for us that could pick up a little more in order to help us get ready.

I've been blessed to find other entrepreneurs and use their talents to add the the atmosphere of our store.

It's happening.  Somehow, our store will open and it will open on time.  Everything might not be perfect, but we will get what needed done.  How does this tie into this weeks reading with college about disciple leadership.  Well to be honest, I'm not sure.  But I know putting my family first is a start.